Entry from my Daybook

For today:Gotta get started on Payton's project,clean and get ready for Halloween tomorrow!!!!



Outside my window:75 and rainy



I am thinking:Still not goin go there.Sorry.



I am thankful for:my boys,they are my everything.



From the kitchen:Breaded porkchops,yummy


I'm wearing:tee and pj bottoms



I'm reading:Southern Living for Turkey Day



I'm hoping to watch:hmmm,nothing until next week



I'm hearing:DJ type and Payton playing some game




Around the house:School papers,school papers and yes,more school papers




One of my favorite things:quiet



Random Fact:The number of left-handed men is double that of left-handed women.

"Not the good gay."

So my older son has been having issues with a child who was his friend.

They started to drift apart and I just told him that sometimes it just happens.

Then this child just started to mean to him for no reason.Calling him names and making up hurtful songs to sing to all the kids.It really bothered my son.I kept telling him to ingore it and when he says something mean to look at him and say"I'm sorry you feel that way." and just walk away.

Well Monday I was up at the school and my little one asked where a teacher was.He said he was going to the front office to look for her and she wasn't there and wanted me to take him to her class.So after I closed the school store,that's what we did.

So we go to the class and she comes out and I try to explain to her what is going on with the childern and my little one just chimes in with EVERYTHING this child has ever done.She asks why is he invovled.He says to stick up for his big brother because it's not right.So she is asking the child about what he said and the names and so on,and my little says he made a song about his brother and then sings it for her."David is gay,la,la."And it goes on like that.Then my little guy looks at her and says"And I don't mean the good gay,I mean the bad gay!"I thought the teacher was going to die of laughter.

Well then later they get home from school and my youngest tells his brother what he did for him.My odest says"Really?You did that for me?That is the coolest thing you have ever done for me."And I turn to him and say"That is the coolest thing you could say to him."

My living will

Last night, my husband and I were sitting in the
living room and I said to him, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug."


He got up, unplugged the computer,
and threw out my wine.

He's such an ass .


Too cute Danelle!

Entry from my Daybook

For today:Cleaning and going to a birthday party,yay....



Outside my window:75 and muggy,yuck



I am thinking:I almost cancelled my plans for our birthday.I can't do everything I wanted,some things will have to wait,but with all my great friends helping and encouragement,it will be great.Just a small gathering of those who are closest.



I am thankful for:my friends



From the kitchen:Sausauge gravy and biscuits


I'm wearing:tank and boxers



I'm reading:nothing



I'm hoping to watch:hmmm,nothing until next week



I'm hearing:the boys talking




Around the house:A few odds and ends.I have a three day weekend to clean and get ready for next week,sooo




One of my favorite things:Winter



Random Fact:A Dragonfly has legs,but can't walk

Thursday Thirteen

Thirteen Quotes that I have found that have meaning to me.


*It's not that we didn't love each other, it's just love wasn't enough. So I think I have to let go, we have to let go.

* You have to learn when to give up, when to walk away, Even if it hurts...especially if it hurts.

* Sometimes you have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears, and say good-bye.

*The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naïve forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget.

*I have learned that sometimes "sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change.

*Understand that no matter how many times you say you're sorry it wont wash away all the pain and hurt you caused and the tears you made me cry.

*Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.(Shinedown)

*Forgive sounds good
Forget I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

*If you ask me how many times my heart has been broken, then I ask you to look up at the sky one night, and count the stars.

*Tears are words the heart can't express

*Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness.

*Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind

*I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel

Circus

There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain and the ones that observe
Well baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kind of girl
Don't like the backseat, gotta be first

I'm a like the ringleader, I call the shots
(Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker I make it hot
When I put on a show

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor just like a circus

There's only two types of guys out there
Ones that can hang with me and ones that are scared
So baby, I hope that you came prepared
I run a tight ship so beware

I'm a like the ringleader, I call the shots
(Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot
When I put on a show

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor just like a circus

Let's go
Let me see what you can do
I'm runnin' this like-like-like a circus
Yeah, like a what? Like-like-like a circus

All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor just like a circus

All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor just like a circus

Entry from my Daybook

For today:Alot going on maybe.We have cirrulum night and I'm not sure if I am going or not,but I did wash all my dirty clothes.



Outside my window:88 right now with a chance of rain later.Today starts fall,so we'll see!



I am thinking:I feel sorry for her.No longer anger,just saddness.It's a shame it has turned out this way,but I am at peace with it and haved moved on and I can honestly I am okay.My life is finally going in the direction I want it to.



I am thankful for:those who truly know.



From the kitchen:Tater Tot bake


I'm wearing:shirt and shorts



I'm reading:nothing



I'm hoping to watch:90210 and Melrose



I'm hearing:the T.V




Around the house:Nothing!I have everything cleaned up from DJ's birthday week.Yay!




One of my favorite things:QUIET



Random Fact:It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs.